—ex-girlfriend on my mind, she really fucked me up,
doing shots of whiskey ‘til my friends are saying that’s enough
I really, really miss her, sometimes I wanna fuck it all
Mix some warm Guinness with 20 tablets of Tylenol
Call her while I’m drifting off, tell her that I love her so
Parents crying harder ‘cause I didn’t even leave a note
Saying that I’m selfish and I’m sorry that I left
But it hurts so much to wake up and I left you guys a cheque,
‘Cause I ain’t fuckin’ happy, you don’t know shit about me
I think it started when she said she happier without me
I really can’t blame her ‘cause I’m happier without me
I don’t see what girls are seein’ when they say their all about me
I’m scared they wanna trap me, these hos are all liars
I double bag my shit and never cum while I’m inside her
I used to be a sweet dude, now I’m so angry
Look at what these girls and these fake niggas made me
Cry when I’m writin’, I don’t really know why
I think it’s ‘cause I can’t really see myself an old guy
And that scares me, I wanna be around a while
But I feel my purpose goes beyond having raised a child
Bright lights, they tend to burn out fast
So I shine bright, but I’m scared that it won’t last.

fuck it all, Childish Gambino